Change
is not just an inward process. It also projects outward, influencing everything
that stands on its way. I can make people change. I can make things change.
However, before doing those heroic-slash-spiritual acts, I also have to take a
pause and think of myself. Am I good enough? Do I have the guts in me? Do I
have the necessary characteristics, the “changing” traits in order to “heal”
the people around me? Am I influencing enough?
Okay, I cannot start anything if I’ll fill my life with so many questions. I
have to move. I have to act. I have to start within me.
I believe that I am not perfect. I am just a typical girl who commits mistakes,
has flaws, and regrets things afterwards. I am also a typical girl who can
lessen those mistakes, hide my flaws, and take extra-careful decisions so that
I have nothing to regret in the end. I am aware of my potentials. I am aware
that I can enhance these potentials to develop a better identity.
Change for the better or change for the worse? I’d go for the first one,
definitely.